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    <title>chicrock5's Journals on Buzznet</title>
    <description><![CDATA[im a rocker i luv rock there anit anythin better than music!]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Dearly Beloved]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/2023031/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[this poem really just helped me just let go after i wrote it i felt so much better and things <span style="font-weight: bold;">ARE</span> better with my friend<br><br><span style="font-weight: bold;">Dearly Beloved</span><br><br>I was bereaved of my friend by the love of a man <br>So lonely and grieving for the death of a friendship<br>I tried to move on accordance with the plan<br>The forsaken hands tighten its strong grip<br><br>So lonely and grieving for the death of a friendship<br>I ventured for what I had lost day in and day out<br>The forsaken hands tighten its strong grip<br>The clouds roll in offering a shower of doubt<br><br>I ventured for what I had lost day in and day out<br>But do I know what I am looking for <br>The clouds roll in offering a shower of doubt<br>I search but I realize it was all in vein for now and ever more<br><br>But do I know what I am looking for<br>I tried to moved on accordance with the plan<br>I search but I realize it was all in vein for now and ever more<br>I was bereaved of my friend by the love of a man <br><br><br>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-03-19T14:09:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I HATE RELIGION]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/1319411/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>my toughts on religion..</P>
<P>hehe made u read huh? well actually i wouldn't say "hate" and not really "religion" its self more like what it makes people do.. like when people kill other people because of their beliefs...i mean, who am i..or any of us for that matter to say there religion is "wrong" and i hate when people say things to people that dont beilieve in god like "your gonna go to hell" its like wtf isnt one of the glden rules love thy neighbor?&nbsp;i think somewhere in the bible it says sumthing about spreading the word of god i think but when it gets to a point where your just basicly putting someone down its a lil crazy...i also think that christians and jews..(well im not sure wut other religions fight about this but im sure theres more) are kinda going crazy over who the chosen people are cause the "jews killed jesus" ...but hello dont you people kinda think that is retarded to say the whole religion is at fault for that....in my mind i dont think there are chosen people...god loves us all or is that just a lie? which brings me to my next point </P>
<P>dose god hate gay/lesbian/bi people?</P>
<P>most really religious people say its a sin to be gay/lesbian/bi and one point they always bring up is "god made adam and eve not adam and steve" but hello!!! do u no how long ago the bible was writen? they didnt really have that many scientific studies (i think man put in things god didnt intend to b put in the bible) so of course they made up folk tales and things like that...if the world had really flooded for 40 days they whole eco system would have been coo-coo and how can billions of people that all look different come from two people? someone is probably gonna curse me out cause whats to stop me from saying god isnt real after i said all that stuff but no i wont say that even if i didnt beilieve in him i wouldnt say that and i won't say the gods of egypt arnt real either or any other gods&nbsp;...the point is lets just forget about converting each other or who the chosen people are or whatever lets just respect each other</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>and here is just one thing i like to think...i dont think god is a man...he might&nbsp;be&nbsp;a nothing (if that makes sence..) or i think a woman because back when the bible was writen even in there its says "he" (not "he" as in god but as in people in general) they were&nbsp;not into women's rights as we are now but when you think of it wouldnt it work?? "he" made us right? so why can't he be a "she"? </P>
<P>&nbsp;well i hope i didnt offend anyone these are just my thoughts thats all...</P>
<P>i just hope we can all respect each other as human beings </P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>god</category>
		  		  	<category>hate</category>
		  		  	<category>religion</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-11-17T00:14:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[who wants popularity?]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/1128631/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>this is what i have to say to all the kids that are like "I wanna be popular" or liked or what ever </P>
<P>1 what is popularity? its when a lot of people know who you are it doesnt mean they like you</P>
<P>2 If you really want to be popular you gotta get over being shy and interact with people you don't know most likey they won't bite</P>
<P>3 you can do it with a buddy it always makes it easier i find with a buddy</P>
<P>I wouldnt say i'm popular cause im not but im a well liked person as far as i know anyway...&nbsp;you just gotta be nice and happy. Everyday when i go to school i will give at least one person i know or don't know a compliment because it may not do anything for me but who knows you can be brightening up someones day. Most people dont get to see what having a good aditude towards people does but one person ill probablly never forget has stuck in my mind. this was in middle school and it was her first day and i know how retarded the older kids can be so i went up to her and was like whooo 6th graders f'in rock! yay!!! i didnt know this till a lil while after that day that she actually looks up to me all because i was nice. I guess being a nice person doesn't come as easy to others as it does to me but if you really want to make new friends in any situation its always a good start.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>One thing about popular kids is that why do we worship them and the ground they walk on if there bitches not that there all bitches cause there not but thats one thing that needs to stop and some one needs to tell them that they are the most hated kid in the school if there gonna be bitchy to everyone else but like i said being popular doesnt mean your liked. but yeah im just ranting ehh</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>popular kids</category>
		  		  	<category>popularity</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-10-10T18:47:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[gotee dammit!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/687331/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<br><p><strong><font color="#330099">arggg</font></strong></p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-07-25T19:51:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[IM A FUCKIN HOBO!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/470121/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>oh kay this is a TRUE story im not making any of this up!!! rly im not and i can prove!!!!!!!! it!! ok so my dad takes my moms car to go sumwhere and my mom dont like my dads car so we walk to wendy's to get dinner cause it was like already 9 and she didnt want to cook but tht inside part is closed and im like now where do we go? and my mom walks over to the fuckin drive threw!!!!! for reals i took pics too!!<IMG src="http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q241/chicrock5/IMGA0153.jpg" border=0><BR><IMG src="http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q241/chicrock5/IMGA0141.jpg" border=0><BR></P>
<P>LOOK MY MOMS SILLOET (CANT SPELL!)!!</P>
<P><IMG src="http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q241/chicrock5/IMGA0143.jpg" border=0><BR>LOL SHE LOOKS FAT HERE BUT THATS CAUSE ITS HER JACKET SHE DRESSES LIKE A HOBO SUMTIMES AND MAN DID I FEEL LIKE A FUCKIN HOBO!!! I WAS LIKE WTF MOM ARE U SERIOUS THEY WONT LET US ORDER!!! *ROLLS EYES* THEN A CAR ROLLS UP</P>
<P><IMG src="http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q241/chicrock5/IMGA0145.jpg" border=0><BR>YEA AND IM LIKE o_o *TRYS TO SEEM LIKE NOT A HOBO BY TAKING PICS*</P>
<P>THEN THAT CAR LEAVES</P>
<P><IMG src="http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q241/chicrock5/IMGA0147.jpg" border=0><BR><BR>THEN ANOTHER CAR PULLS UP AND THEY WERE LIKE AND I QUOTE "YOU GUYS DRUNK?! WHOO HOO PARTY!!!" *TAKES PICS OF CAR* "HEY YOU BETTER NOT BE TAPING MY LICENCE PLATE! ILL KICK YOUR ASS LITTLE GIRL!"</P>
<P><IMG src="http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q241/chicrock5/IMGA0156.jpg" border=0><BR><IMG src="http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q241/chicrock5/IMGA0155.jpg" border=0><BR><IMG src="http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q241/chicrock5/IMGA0154.jpg" border=0><BR>THEN WE ACTUALLY ORDERED AND GOTS OUR FOOD !!! </P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>drive threw</category>
		  		  	<category>hobo</category>
		  		  	<category>wendy's</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-06-24T10:57:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[plz help me]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/461901/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[MAN HAVE YOU GUYS EVER FELT AS IF YOU WERE SCREAMING BUT NO ONE COULD HEAR YOU? i dont mean a scream of pain but more of why cant you just open your eyes and see what is beneath the surfface!!! one thing i find amazing is we can tell who likes who most the time but we can never tell who likes us and i like this one dude and i cant believe he cant tell but then again we all have our give aways such as sum people will just be mean to their crushes and sum wont talk to them&nbsp;and thats perdy much me but i can talk to other&nbsp;guys i just dont want to look stoopid in front of him cause i have a nack for doing that.&nbsp;but ill talk to him on im but i no he dosent think of me like that. but when&nbsp;he says hi to me at school i still cant believe he would talk to me. i no i no im like goo goo right now sorry if its grossing u guys out well i get to the point should i tell him or not? cause i want to like on the last day of school but&nbsp;it might ruin our friendship and he did have a crush on my best friend but not N-E more tho or should i just keep my&nbsp;moth&nbsp;shut?&nbsp;]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-06-22T22:35:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I love you]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/279721/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Now this is a poem but let me just let yall know this is not about a boyfriend girlfriend thing its about friends</P>
<P>Here for a second</P>
<P>gone for the hour</P>
<P>I would compare you to my favorite things</P>
<P>but how can u when every time i try to</P>
<P>explain you, to&nbsp;describe you </P>
<P>im at a lack of words</P>
<P>becasue uv changeD all the meanings to&nbsp;them</P>
<P>the word friendship has no definiton cause you can't possiblely </P>
<P>describe the bond between best friends</P>
<P>less than a passion but more than an appreciation </P>
<P>when u have sumone who loves you its a beatiful thing</P>
<P>and friends are.</P>
<P>they say though friends can be miles apart</P>
<P>they are close at heart</P>
<P>how can we be friends forever i ask</P>
<P>and she replies ill take the gray hound bus to see you if i have too!</P>
<P>and i say well then i row across an ocean in an unsea worthy craft</P>
<P>what is friendship you cant really sum it up but we can try</P>
<P>cause as humans we need an explanation for it all but friendship for me&nbsp;is</P>
<P>MY FRIEND (INSERT NAME HERE)</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>best friends</category>
		  		  	<category>friend</category>
		  		  	<category>friends</category>
		  		  	<category>love</category>
		  		  	<category>poem</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-05-25T13:59:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[here u go kat :P]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/120730/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>ohk i know im really early but i think i need to put this up here its kat's (way2gerardsheart) b-day gift its a poem i didnt feel like making it a song so yea here it gose </P>
<P>so kind hearted to the ones she loves the most </P>
<P>she puts on a happy face to show the world </P>
<P>her parents seem to be ghosts </P>
<P>her friends are the blood in her veins</P>
<P>music is her oxygen </P>
<P>could she be going insain </P>
<P>insainity isnt a state of mind but a way of life </P>
<P>i know her inside and out </P>
<P>i try to keep her from the pleasure&nbsp;of a knife </P>
<P>but her soul is a tender spirit </P>
<P>shes as crazy as u could think </P>
<P>as weird as weird gets </P>
<P>our minds forever in sync </P>
<P>in our perfect world of no regrets </P>
<P>she is another year older</P>
<P>&nbsp;another year gone by </P>
<P>true beauty is in the eye of the beholder </P>
<P>she is a beautiful soul in my eyes</P>
<P>she shines through the darkest nights</P>
<P>&nbsp;without fear nor fright </P>
<P>oh how she wishes to leave this place </P>
<P>oh how she wishes to be everything shes not </P>
<P>never wanting to end the chace </P>
<P>she wants to fall with the final shot </P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-19T18:48:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[u may be shocked]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/99810/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>heres a poem i wrote yesterday,&nbsp;i suck at spelling so&nbsp;there might be a few errors, and i didnt give it a name so if u have any ideas u can tell me</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>emotions bottled up inside</P>
<P>from love i tend to run and hide</P>
<P>a tear runs down my face</P>
<P>in this world i can't even keep pace</P>
<P>I hide what i feel be it love be it sadness</P>
<P>inspite of my true madness</P>
<P>the tears are warm</P>
<P>a warmth i've longed to know</P>
<P>please don't yet set of the alarm</P>
<P>and please don't tell the social workers where to go</P>
<P>in my world of sadness lies a pit of dispair</P>
<P>i try to ask for help but nothing comes out</P>
<P>then i finally scream don't let go, don't you dare</P>
<P>this pit is filled with sadness, hate, fear, and doubt</P>
<P>but you let got and i'm sucked in</P>
<P>left here for dead while waiting to die</P>
<P>i shout have i gone crazy as my world starts to spin</P>
<P>the only thing left is to cry</P>
<P>a tear rolls down and there it shall stay</P>
<P>until someone helps me wipe it away</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>poem</category>
		  		  	<category>poems</category>
		  		  	<category>sad</category>
		  		  	<category>sad poem</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-01-14T12:59:03Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[omg im so sad]]></title>
	      <link>http://chicrock5.buzznet.com/user/journal/96795/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>you guys probably wont understand and or care but i was on youtube looking for a video of a latina singer named selena and she was a <U>b-e-u-t-ful</U> person inside and out very caring and <FONT color=#ff0000>her life was taken </FONT>march 30 1995 and on youtube i saw a vid that was uploaded and it was a news report and they showed her in the coffin and just to see her laying there u relise she is gone forever and i knew that but it took 11 years <FONT color=#ff6600>for it to hit me like it did </FONT>when i saw that video and now i feel like a cry baby </P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>heres a link for u ppl if u want to see the vid i saw </P>
<P><A href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyzF6oMBxzE">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyzF6oMBxzE</A></P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>and for the ppl who have no idea who im talking about heres a vid of one of her songs called bidi bidi bom bom </P>
<P>this is the original in my opinion this is better</P>
<P><A href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vEGw9VzmjY">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vEGw9VzmjY</A></P>
<P>but for those who want to know wat shes saying her u go its in english</P>
<P><A href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdG8egALax8">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdG8egALax8</A></P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>this song is funny because it came around when they were practicing and she was randomly singing about being a fish...............and i thought i was random</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>los dinos</category>
		  		  	<category>selena</category>
		  		  	<category>selena v los dinos</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>chicrock5</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-01-08T12:58:23Z</dc:date>
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