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this poem really just helped me just let go after i wrote it i felt so much better and things ARE better with my friend

Dearly Beloved

I was bereaved of my friend by the love of a man
So lonely and grieving for the death of a friendship
I tried to move on accordance with the plan
The forsaken hands tighten its strong grip

So lonely and grieving for the death of a friendship
I ventured for what I had lost day in and day out
The forsaken hands tighten its strong grip
The clouds roll in offering a shower of doubt

I ventured for what I had lost day in and day out
But do I know what I am looking for
The clouds roll in offering a shower of doubt
I search but I realize it was all in vein for now and ever more

But do I know what I am looking for
I tried to moved on accordance with the plan
I search but I realize it was all in vein for now and ever more
I was bereaved of my friend by the love of a man

my toughts on religion..

hehe made u read huh? well actually i wouldn't say "hate" and not really "religion" its self more like what it makes people do.. like when people kill other people because of their beliefs...i mean, who am i..or any of us for that matter to say there religion is "wrong" and i hate when people say things to people that dont beilieve in god like "your gonna go to hell" its like wtf isnt one of the glden rules love thy neighbor? i think somewhere in the bible it says sumthing about spreading the word of god i think but when it gets to a point where your just basicly putting someone down its a lil crazy...i also think that christians and jews..(well im not sure wut other religions fight about this but im sure theres more) are kinda going crazy over who the chosen people are cause the "jews killed jesus" ...but hello dont you people kinda think that is retarded to say the whole religion is at fault for that....in my mind i dont think there are chosen people...god loves us all or is that just a lie? which brings me to my next point

dose god hate gay/lesbian/bi people?

most really religious people say its a sin to be gay/lesbian/bi and one point they always bring up is "god made adam and eve not adam and steve" but hello!!! do u no how long ago the bible was writen? they didnt really have that many scientific studies (i think man put in things god didnt intend to b put in the bible) so of course they made up folk tales and things like that...if the world had really flooded for 40 days they whole eco system would have been coo-coo and how can billions of people that all look different come from two people? someone is probably gonna curse me out cause whats to stop me from saying god isnt real after i said all that stuff but no i wont say that even if i didnt beilieve in him i wouldnt say that and i won't say the gods of egypt arnt real either or any other gods ...the point is lets just forget about converting each other or who the chosen people are or whatever lets just respect each other

 

and here is just one thing i like to think...i dont think god is a man...he might be a nothing (if that makes sence..) or i think a woman because back when the bible was writen even in there its says "he" (not "he" as in god but as in people in general) they were not into women's rights as we are now but when you think of it wouldnt it work?? "he" made us right? so why can't he be a "she"?

 well i hope i didnt offend anyone these are just my thoughts thats all...

i just hope we can all respect each other as human beings

this is what i have to say to all the kids that are like "I wanna be popular" or liked or what ever

1 what is popularity? its when a lot of people know who you are it doesnt mean they like you

2 If you really want to be popular you gotta get over being shy and interact with people you don't know most likey they won't bite

3 you can do it with a buddy it always makes it easier i find with a buddy

I wouldnt say i'm popular cause im not but im a well liked person as far as i know anyway... you just gotta be nice and happy. Everyday when i go to school i will give at least one person i know or don't know a compliment because it may not do anything for me but who knows you can be brightening up someones day. Most people dont get to see what having a good aditude towards people does but one person ill probablly never forget has stuck in my mind. this was in middle school and it was her first day and i know how retarded the older kids can be so i went up to her and was like whooo 6th graders f'in rock! yay!!! i didnt know this till a lil while after that day that she actually looks up to me all because i was nice. I guess being a nice person doesn't come as easy to others as it does to me but if you really want to make new friends in any situation its always a good start.

 

One thing about popular kids is that why do we worship them and the ground they walk on if there bitches not that there all bitches cause there not but thats one thing that needs to stop and some one needs to tell them that they are the most hated kid in the school if there gonna be bitchy to everyone else but like i said being popular doesnt mean your liked. but yeah im just ranting ehh

arggg

oh kay this is a TRUE story im not making any of this up!!! rly im not and i can prove!!!!!!!! it!! ok so my dad takes my moms car to go sumwhere and my mom dont like my dads car so we walk to wendy's to get dinner cause it was like already 9 and she didnt want to cook but tht inside part is closed and im like now where do we go? and my mom walks over to the fuckin drive threw!!!!! for reals i took pics too!!

LOOK MY MOMS SILLOET (CANT SPELL!)!!

LOL SHE LOOKS FAT HERE BUT THATS CAUSE ITS HER JACKET SHE DRESSES LIKE A HOBO SUMTIMES AND MAN DID I FEEL LIKE A FUCKIN HOBO!!! I WAS LIKE WTF MOM ARE U SERIOUS THEY WONT LET US ORDER!!! *ROLLS EYES* THEN A CAR ROLLS UP

YEA AND IM LIKE o_o *TRYS TO SEEM LIKE NOT A HOBO BY TAKING PICS*

THEN THAT CAR LEAVES

THEN ANOTHER CAR PULLS UP AND THEY WERE LIKE AND I QUOTE "YOU GUYS DRUNK?! WHOO HOO PARTY!!!" *TAKES PICS OF CAR* "HEY YOU BETTER NOT BE TAPING MY LICENCE PLATE! ILL KICK YOUR ASS LITTLE GIRL!"

THEN WE ACTUALLY ORDERED AND GOTS OUR FOOD !!!

MAN HAVE YOU GUYS EVER FELT AS IF YOU WERE SCREAMING BUT NO ONE COULD HEAR YOU? i dont mean a scream of pain but more of why cant you just open your eyes and see what is beneath the surfface!!! one thing i find amazing is we can tell who likes who most the time but we can never tell who likes us and i like this one dude and i cant believe he cant tell but then again we all have our give aways such as sum people will just be mean to their crushes and sum wont talk to them and thats perdy much me but i can talk to other guys i just dont want to look stoopid in front of him cause i have a nack for doing that. but ill talk to him on im but i no he dosent think of me like that. but when he says hi to me at school i still cant believe he would talk to me. i no i no im like goo goo right now sorry if its grossing u guys out well i get to the point should i tell him or not? cause i want to like on the last day of school but it might ruin our friendship and he did have a crush on my best friend but not N-E more tho or should i just keep my moth shut? 

Now this is a poem but let me just let yall know this is not about a boyfriend girlfriend thing its about friends

Here for a second

gone for the hour

I would compare you to my favorite things

but how can u when every time i try to

explain you, to describe you

im at a lack of words

becasue uv changeD all the meanings to them

the word friendship has no definiton cause you can't possiblely

describe the bond between best friends

less than a passion but more than an appreciation

when u have sumone who loves you its a beatiful thing

and friends are.

they say though friends can be miles apart

they are close at heart

how can we be friends forever i ask

and she replies ill take the gray hound bus to see you if i have too!

and i say well then i row across an ocean in an unsea worthy craft

what is friendship you cant really sum it up but we can try

cause as humans we need an explanation for it all but friendship for me is

MY FRIEND (INSERT NAME HERE)

 

 

 

 

 

ohk i know im really early but i think i need to put this up here its kat's (way2gerardsheart) b-day gift its a poem i didnt feel like making it a song so yea here it gose

so kind hearted to the ones she loves the most

she puts on a happy face to show the world

her parents seem to be ghosts

her friends are the blood in her veins

music is her oxygen

could she be going insain

insainity isnt a state of mind but a way of life

i know her inside and out

i try to keep her from the pleasure of a knife

but her soul is a tender spirit

shes as crazy as u could think

as weird as weird gets

our minds forever in sync

in our perfect world of no regrets

she is another year older

 another year gone by

true beauty is in the eye of the beholder

she is a beautiful soul in my eyes

she shines through the darkest nights

 without fear nor fright

oh how she wishes to leave this place

oh how she wishes to be everything shes not

never wanting to end the chace

she wants to fall with the final shot

heres a poem i wrote yesterday, i suck at spelling so there might be a few errors, and i didnt give it a name so if u have any ideas u can tell me

 

emotions bottled up inside

from love i tend to run and hide

a tear runs down my face

in this world i can't even keep pace

I hide what i feel be it love be it sadness

inspite of my true madness

the tears are warm

a warmth i've longed to know

please don't yet set of the alarm

and please don't tell the social workers where to go

in my world of sadness lies a pit of dispair

i try to ask for help but nothing comes out

then i finally scream don't let go, don't you dare

this pit is filled with sadness, hate, fear, and doubt

but you let got and i'm sucked in

left here for dead while waiting to die

i shout have i gone crazy as my world starts to spin

the only thing left is to cry

a tear rolls down and there it shall stay

until someone helps me wipe it away

you guys probably wont understand and or care but i was on youtube looking for a video of a latina singer named selena and she was a b-e-u-t-ful person inside and out very caring and her life was taken march 30 1995 and on youtube i saw a vid that was uploaded and it was a news report and they showed her in the coffin and just to see her laying there u relise she is gone forever and i knew that but it took 11 years for it to hit me like it did when i saw that video and now i feel like a cry baby

 

heres a link for u ppl if u want to see the vid i saw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyzF6oMBxzE

 

and for the ppl who have no idea who im talking about heres a vid of one of her songs called bidi bidi bom bom

this is the original in my opinion this is better

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vEGw9VzmjY

but for those who want to know wat shes saying her u go its in english

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdG8egALax8

 

this song is funny because it came around when they were practicing and she was randomly singing about being a fish...............and i thought i was random

tell these guys to get off my back

the suns coming up and they want a snack

CHORUS

cause we're the living dead

yeah yeah

we're the living dead

yeah yeah

we're the living dead

yeah yeah

 

they want some brains and a cup of blood

they rose from the grave covered in mud

hold your crucifix tight in your bed

just watch out for the living dead

(CHORUS)

They're coming down the street to your door

They want your brains more more more

There in your house looking for you

They cut you up to make brain stew

(CHORUS)

Now your the living dead!

 

thats it watcha guys think? me and my band mates are gonna work on it on next saturday yay!!!

 

http://i118.photobucket.com/albums/o105/LadyDemise/da-Vinci-Mona-Lisa-1.jpg

now why do u think lisa is "smiling" to me it dosent look like a smile but what ever

my guess is leonardo bent down to get paint and he was checkin out his ass or she had gas what do u think?

If im gone its the same as if i where here

Im in pain but shed no tears

in this corner im being consumed by all my fears

i cant run away

i cant stay

i can say im ohk

 

 

 

A lie through the teeth

a tear forced down the cheek

a drop of blood borne by the blade

a death by betrayal